an afternoon dream

I am pleasantly with the public transport system here. If not because of SC and his tiredness of sharing part of my burden to rush back home for picking up Little Bud and cooking and what not, i will never consider to drive in this city. Why? Too high volume of traffic with lights and humps and zebra crossings; too many rules and regulations. by the way, too small parking lot for a not-so-skillful driver.

Anyway, Sc registered me, prepared me and dragged me for local driving theory test in mid March.

I was not confident. I was too tired. I failed.

I was relieved that he passed and not so relief to see his vision of having car in front of me. But I understand his need, as much as he knows my concerns. I guess this is the chemical part that is building between us. we did not fight for a car. he went ahead to car showrooms with his colleagues last week and excitedly told me his finding.

I remain 'un-attracted'.

I remain mild in my criticism.

Car... i can draw many matchboxes on paper and tell story to Little Bud.

Car... definitely extra expenses for us.

Car... means i can go back to KL conveniently?

hmm... travel with Little Bud to other part of Peninsular?


then somehow i'm hooked with this... Thirty Pounces: Fraser's Hill

I wish to have a car now and re-visit Fraser's Hill with SC and our girl to enjoy an afternoon tea in the garden and staring at the dew-laden spider webs.

I wish... i can go now. and tell little bud the pretty of our mother nature.

(shh... dont tell my boss im surfing now...) yeah, i wish to break away now.