to go or not to go

just ended a mind battle.

anxious.

uneasy.

tired.

though with 3 positively, strongly, encouragement to me, we decided to drop the idea of tagging SC to visit 張曼娟小學堂, 薰衣草森林 and 阿里山, due to swine flu. i guess i just don't have the luck to join any of SC's training trip.

i can't afford to take any risk on little bud. she is prone to virus, any form of them.

i was teary when i opened my eyes at 4+ yesterday morning. i was losing little bud in my dream. that was, before i come to understand more on the seriousness of swine flu and alert level.

in reality, we, almost lost her...


on the other hand, office has put up the thermal scanner for all of us. we are now in yellow alert level. once reach orange level, we will be working alternate week.

looking at the bright side, we are joining Ade & C for Thumbelina :). i guess i must thank to those who unable to take up my offer of replacement.

let's hope the outbreak will over very soon.